A New Beginning
“starting over is where the magic is ✨”
Above is a photo of me - taking a photo, of something I found to be beautiful 😍.
I act like a tourist sometimes. I don't think I'm too obnoxious. But I do crack myself up though. Cuz why am I like this!? 😂
Anywho…as I write this, I'm currently making myself a little breakfast. Contemplating about what to say & how to say it. I keep reminding myself that it's important to just say it. Sometimes just getting the words out, is more than enough.
I decided to start this blog because I wanted a space to share my present moments. And to reflect upon being in this “in-between” state.
I'm no longer, where I used to be. And I'm not quite where I'm meant to be. I'm just here. In this moment. Writing about my life as it happens. I guess you can call this - a documented journey.
Having a space of my own is so freeing. But intimidating too. As I stare down a list of possibilities, I feel overwhelmed. So I have to keep my why in mind.
💭 “Why am I choosing to show up? The real me deserves to be seen.”
It's beautiful to be on this journey as Fuschia Bigwig. I feel like I'm in a refresh season of my life. Everything feels so brand new.
I remember I used to do everything for everyone else. It was exhausting. I felt lost. The me I craved to be got hidden behind people pleasing and comprises. I needed to check in on myself. So, I took a break from everyone. Social media included.
The time that I took to focus on me was overdue. I feel blessed that I had that down time. I learned a lot about myself. And I rediscovered who I am in the process.
Now, I'm back in this new beginning. Doing things my way. Putting my true self on display. No go-backs.
I'm creating for the sake, of what makes my heart smile. I'm doing things that excite my inner child. And spending more time on real life wonders.
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I have to get ready for work now. So, I'll leave this note short & sweet. I'll be back soon.
Until next time,
Take care 💖
